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[May. 6th, 2005|03:28 pm] |
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Me and Caitlin are taking a break.. Feel really sad abuot that but it has to be done... thats all i have to say.. Miss you lots.. |
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| sum 41 |
[May. 4th, 2005|04:52 pm] |
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Hey all Sum 41 is coming in concert to lousiville I cant wait... Im taking my hun Caitlin and its gonna be kick ass.. A great time... I love that band by the way.. |
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[Apr. 18th, 2005|01:56 pm] |
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She said yes yay lol Glad you said yes caitlin....:P |
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[Apr. 15th, 2005|04:52 pm] |
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I like someone can you guess who it is... Omg i so wanna date this girl... Maybe on saturday i can ask her hmm i wonder what she will say...? |
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[Apr. 6th, 2005|08:12 pm] |
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Well hey people just saying hi... I have to move on Friday and i dont know where im gonna go!! Im so stressing out.. I dont want to move in with my parents...Long story... I just feel like i should be giving up... but anyway thats it.... |
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[Apr. 5th, 2005|05:13 pm] |
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Well today ima ask britt if she will let me go out with caitlin i hope that works out cause i really do like caitlin a lot... But this mourning i got some bad news.. Caitlin call me ill tell you about it... well anyway later on people.. |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2005|10:20 pm] |
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Feeling very upset today.. Something is going on in my life that i cant control on my own... and im just gonna say I hope that my problem soon ends and we all live happily ever after |
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[Apr. 2nd, 2005|03:34 pm] |
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Yeah, Well it is like 3:34 pm and im gettnig ready for someone to visit cant wait... Hopefully i dont burn the food lol.. Well yeah... Um nothing really to say cause nothing is on my mind... exept how to change the background in this thing hmmm... oh well ..later on people.... |
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[Apr. 1st, 2005|05:52 pm] |
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Haha Caitlin, just like you.. Turning emo and crying i see how that is.... Yeah today was fun man i got woke up agian it always happends.. My friend adam called wanted to hang out so we did i just got home its like 6 pm now man i spent all day outside plus its raining i hope i dont get sick.... Well lata playas.. |
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| Angry |
[Mar. 31st, 2005|05:27 pm] |
Well What up people... this is like the third time i have wrote this entry.. well i know its been a long time since i wrote in my journal... Ive been busy well not really busy just lazy i guess to write in here... Hey Today i was confirmed my secound job at Meijer. Im so exighted and ill be working in the meat department can you say MEAT haha
And I start my ups job on monday so im exighted the only thing that sucks is i wont be able to talk to caitlin that much cause i am working two jobs... Yeah i think i like her now... She is so Gawesome.... She always makes me blush expecially when she talks cause i love the way she says some words.... :P...
But anyway... I think this will be all for today my fingers hurt :p Ill write in tomorrow... |
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| Love sucks... |
[Nov. 23rd, 2004|08:39 pm] |
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Hey whats up people i guess i dont have any good luck when it comes to girls i dont know why. Im a nice guy but i have nothing to offer... and i hate that... This girl i was talking to her name is emily and i really really liked her she came over one day and walked in the bathroom not knowing my roomate was in the shower and he walked out and she ran out of the bath room and then today she wrote him on im and say every since the day i seen you out of the shower i wanted to fuck your brains out... and now i feel like im nothing like i have nothing to offer her and it really makes me upset because i liked her but i guess she isnt the girl for me anyway then...
One of these days i will find someone worth living for but i know its not anytime soon.. |
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| Poems |
[Nov. 23rd, 2004|03:44 pm] |
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Hey this is dave, yeah i met this girl named kim and she is so so so cool. Like the best person i know so far for real.. She loves her bf so much and thats cool she told me to read these poems and i love em here are some of them..
every morning i wake from a dreamless sleep, with a broken heart that will never mend. innocence that wants to feel one more touch, from that once closest friend. and these past memories of your lips placed upon mine, your hand running through my hair. i can't seem to forget them, to push them aside... but i need to forget you, you never cared. i need these butterflies i feel to go away, as i'm sitting here hoping you'll call. i've been staring at these walls for hours, so scared i've lost you after all. slowly my whole world is falling apart, these black lines running down my face. it was you who thought in my heart you deserved a place. it's just another cold night here alone... my lessons been learned, never trust a stranger. i'm still counting the minutes that pass me by, i realize love can't last forever. there wasn't anything i wouldn't have done to hold on to you for just one more day.
There's nothing more left for me to do, no more words left for me to say. you told me to move on, just forget everything we ever went through. but it's so hard when... all i can breathe is you
And another...
awkward silences, some may say. but even in this silence, i know i mean everything to you. i feel your stare on the back of my neck as i rise and walk away. i'm envisioning your arms wrapped around me, never letting go. no words could ever tell how i feel about you. my heart beats faster every second that passes, it almost seems unreal that now... it's too late to go back to what we had. those past memories of you sitting across from me. your eyes gazing into mine as you would say... 'i love you more than anything, i promise that won't ever change'. but this time we took it too far, our hearts can't handle the pain anymore. for you, i've put my life on the line, but all i got in return was heartbreak over time. it's time to bid our farewells and move on without each other. Time for you to wipe that last teardrop rolling down your cheek away and know that you'll never cry over me again. forget the pain we shared... you should no longer have to hurt. you're the only man i'd ever be happy with, but you're better off without me. as i walk out your door for the last time, i turn to you and stare into your eyes. and i only have one more thing to ask of you... please forget me
I think there great poems and he should be the luckest guy in the world... Why cant i have a girl like that... Plz tell me, is it cause i dont try or cause they want me to ask them out i dunno....
kim your a great person and i really hope you get the best out of that relation ship you really deserve it and i hope that one day me and you can meet..... Your a great girl.. MUch love :P *muah. and Hugs....
David |
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| Great Day!! |
[Nov. 22nd, 2004|09:17 pm] |
Hey everybody today was a great day.. I was off last night of the 21st and i do what i do when im stressed i went on xbox live if you have it add me the gamertag is ksi smurf eum well anyway i was playing halo 2 online and i got like 5 killing sprees in a row it was great... MY friend adam came over right after and he seen it so he challaged me to a match and i kicked his ass i believe the score was 50 to 23 lol it was great... But awhile ago my roomate made fun of me that i was emo so i made fun of him cause he was a jack ass i was like id rather have emotion that have a stick up my ass... he didnt say anything after that but its true... I guess why they call them punks.... Great name huh....Well i got to go to work now.. Its just been a stressed day followed by a great one.. |
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| Boring day |
[Nov. 21st, 2004|08:22 pm] |
Why do i always have to have boring weekdays... I guess cause its when i work, its like i go to work at 11 and get off at 7 and spend the whole day asleep till like 2... Then i may go out and do something but the day passes by so damn fast its crazy..... I hate it i need another job... ANybody have any ideas... I was thinking about aplying at a hospital in there printing distrobution room and there hiring too so i may do that its 2nd shift too so that would be much better.....
There is this thing with a friend where the girl that likes him is always calling me and i dont want to be a mean ass and hang up on her but its coming to that...
I think that nobody reads my journal by the looks of it what do you think....... I have to go to work now so ill write agian later.. |
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| Relationships |
[Nov. 20th, 2004|06:28 am] |
Hey what up you guys um just want to put something on here to releave some stress that i have from one of my friends... Her boyfriend just broke up with her and she was in love and he wasent and it is hurting her feelings and i dont know what to do reallly. This girl that has just had her heart broken i ask out 2 days before she started going out with this stupid ass.. But she choose him over me....
I like to do all i can but im not that good with relationships....I hope i can get some insight on what to do.... |
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| Another day... |
[Nov. 18th, 2004|01:56 am] |
Hey its 1:56 am i know its late but i just got home... Peer presure is a bitch... I think im high as shit but dont really know.... Yeah me and my roomates went out and had a blast im glad we get to hang out more often.. Its kinda hard though cause im always working nights but im glad......
That is all i have to say.. cant think much right now... |
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| Question |
[Nov. 16th, 2004|12:02 am] |
HERE:
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want.
Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. |
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| Lonely Day |
[Nov. 15th, 2004|11:53 pm] |
Hey yeah today has been alright, it just sucks that i work 3rd shift i mean i waste half my day sleeping... I get off of work at 7 and sleep till 2 i mean i wish i could find some other job where it doesnt waste my life or what i shuld be doing.... But Yeah i got off line today and shay got on so i didnt get to talk to her but yeah stuff happends i guess.. Here is the best thing that has happend to me today.. . Well i have a profile on myspace.com that my roomate got me hooked on so i made it and put some stuff on it and my roomate calls me mostly emo so here is alittle thing we have been saying....
Myself.........
I have this weird question on why punks always make fun of emo.. I know that they have there own little way of thinking but why do they hate emo? If anybody knows this please tell me... I guess they think all emo is is whiney little punks who all they do is sit in there room and talk about suicide...That is so not true... My roomate is totally punk and he always makes fun of me for listening to dashboard confetional or something like that but i have no idea why i mean i dont make fun of his drink drink punk music you know.... This is the only reason im posting this is to figure why.... please let me know...
Roomate........
Cause emo sux! plain and simple! it's like they tried to mix touchy feely hippy shit with crappy punk. Shit or get off the pot you silly emo wus. j/k you can say that emo is a form of punk though just as is ska, drunk punk, oi punk, political punk. but most of these are agressive and show the strong side of reality. the street toughend, hard time having, but still gonna pull through. but even in the face of danger showing no fear cause we are punks. the outcasts of society. gods unwanted children. emo has a way of showing the weak spots out and thats something any struggling army doesnt need. be though, suck it up, if your girlfriend leaves ya write a song about killing her not about how your gonna kill yourself. man up sissy and realize your part of the underground army!
So yeah i get a little retrospect back so i guess i get what the punks are saying but why do they make fun oh well that is enough of my winnie remarks....
Ill end it at that... |
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| Depressed |
[Nov. 14th, 2004|01:44 am] |
Deer nobody...
This is just a note to self, to never bring myself so deep into a bands lyrics like i have flaw.. Tonight i got the news that they are taking a break or breaking up... Its been my fav band for years and there lyrics are so strong that it just depressed me when i found out the news... Well anyway enough about that......
The other day i was on this profile website called myspace.com... before i go on with that i should tell you why im talking abuot that...
About 4 years ago there was this band called slingshot 57, there still around but i dont listen to them much. But anyway... I met this girl at a concert her name is shay.... We started to talk and hang out a lot and we started to like each other which made it tough cause she wasent from where i was so it was hard at the time cause i started to like her... Time past on and we lost touch.. Its been 4 years and i havent herd from her... So one day i made a profile on myspace.com and i got a e-mail out of nowhere saying shay wants to be in your friends list... So i was like omg i know that name so i went on there and it was her... Was that fate or what... So we are going to hang out agian sometime and i hope that we dont loose touch agian....
I dont know if i have the feelings for her like i use to but im glad she found me agian... She is a really good person and i hope we stay friends.....
I never believed in fate but i guess now i do....
Anything is posible... |
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